Empty

Like having been swallowedby an endless black holeno light and no lifeseem to reach me anymore Not hearing my silent noor see my body scream and chokeYour words tearing into meYou forced yourself on meripping me until I bled Having crossed my own event horizonI have lost all conceptof time and spaceWhere no music can … Weiterlesen Empty →

Wasteland

As a trans manI often hear things likeYou’ll never be a real manIf with real manYou meanConform to toxic masculinityThat’s a good thingBecauseWho wants to resembleToxic waste?

Wo warst Du, Gott?

Gott, wo warst Duwo warst als die Gewalt geschah?Ich frage nicht, warum Dinge geschehenDenn manche Menschen sind bösedoch wo warst Du?Ist auch dein Herz gebrochen?Wenn Du in mir lebst,wurde auch Dir Gewalt angetan? Ich zweifle nicht an deiner Lieberedet nicht vom allmächtigen Gottich glaube an den all-liebenden Gott,der mit mir leidetund dessen Liebe mich trägtund … Weiterlesen Wo warst Du, Gott? →

3 stanzas

a few voicesas I walk home during the nighthey faggot your ass must hurtI walk fasternot wanting to know what is nextjust drunk voicessurely they be sneering as I walk away There at the bbqthunder comes rolling closerscaring my friend in their home- I'm here, I won't leave- you're funny, butwhen the thunder draws closeI'll … Weiterlesen 3 stanzas →

Sexual Assault Awareness Month

Sexual Assault Awareness Month, observed each April, is a campaign that aims to increase awareness about the causes and risk factors for sexual assault and empower individuals to take steps to prevent it in their communities. Sexual harassment, assault and violence are ever present nowadays - if only it was only in TV series! But … Weiterlesen Sexual Assault Awareness Month →

Une merveille

Mon corps est une merveille. C'est une pensée qui m'a traversé l'esprit ce matin. Ce n'est sûrement pas pour me vanter. C'est quelque chose que je n'aurais pas pu dire avant. J'ai passé ma vie à être en guerre avec mon corps pour toutes sortes de raisons, être trans en est seulement une partie. En … Weiterlesen Une merveille →

Just another day

it's the 6th round todaytears running from a red eye bulgingfalling outwards from the socketimploding under the impactof an iron bar across my skullincandescent heatand cold iceat the same time poundingstabbingtearingconstantpainunilaterallysplitting me into halfstopping all thoughtscluster Yet afterwards stillthe feelingof a bulletlingeringin the backof your headhaving left a holein the frontallobe

Search/connect?

I've been doing quite a bit of thinking after seeing, reading and listening to the posts of various indigenous content creators whom I respect a great deal. I am an individual whose identity is comprised of so many parts -some of which are being intersex, trans and autistic-, and the search for my identity, roots, … Weiterlesen Search/connect? →

Deadline

I have readthat there should be a time limiton reconnectiona deadlineto finding outon who you are That you shouldn't mentionthose you are not sure ofSo I'm taking downI'm still multitribalbut I'm only leaving upthose that I know for sureand carry the others in my heartthose that might-be I comprehendthere are those who take awaymaking money … Weiterlesen Deadline →

Fresh waters

Sometimes searching for the ancestorsfeels like swimming upstream and then I remembermy friend from Hawaii who told methat I swim like a sharklike, water, that's your element So I take the plunge into the oceanand go with the flowborn againfrom the waters of Atabey's womb