1 or 2 hours on my bedcracks and fissures in my wall appearbreaking downas you are showing mehow beautifulintimacy can bebuilding trust Your touch went further than my skinYour touchlike electricityhas made feel aliveremote parts of me Feeling youentering mewith gentleness and ardorHas begun chasing out some of the painyour kissesa sweet caress Where beforeintimacywas … 1 or 2 hours on my bed weiterlesen
LGBTQIA
Ella* in Berlin
Gasoline poured over living skinset ablaze in an act of desperationas silent screamsspeak of endless discriminationthat no-one wanted to seewhilst colleagues pass on nudesand laugh about her name Silently, in front of the warehousein an ultimate political actNot there in Iran,not there in Ukrainenot there somewhere far awaybut right here in Europeright here, in fucking … Ella* in Berlin weiterlesen
Just daydreaming
I know that this is notlike choosing a shirt in a catalogueor checking pointson a list of variables And yet,if you exist,if I ever meet you,I'd love You to be sensual and humourousspiritual and intelligentinvolved and activeloving my spicy foodand breathing fresh mountain airloving me for who I amwith my perks andoccasional crazinessmy transnessand my … Just daydreaming weiterlesen
We are sacred
If you say that God did not create intersexlet me sayyour godis not mine If you say that Satan made intersexlet me say thatI don't believein your mighty Satan either If you say thatbeing trans is a disease to cureand that your God will take careof my problemlet me say that I'm perfectly fine If … We are sacred weiterlesen
Trans man, trans man…
I have a strong sense of self, of who I am - but I often lack the vocabulary to convey it to others who might ask. To make it easier, I simply say that I am a trans man. Yet I feel that this is not completely correct. Yes, I am ftm trans, my pronouns … Trans man, trans man… weiterlesen
To be Trans
to be transis to love myselfis to embrace myself whollyfully and completely- without an ounce of shame to be transis to know myselfis to know who I amnot ascribing to outside pressuresand views to be transis to be regarded criticallymisgenderedmockedbe called namesgetting gropedrisking getting beaten or killed- and getting up again to be transis to … To be Trans weiterlesen
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